hits of sunshine
(for allen ginsberg)
today i - said goodbye - to my conflicted goddess - her lush eyes show surprise - at how we could gather knowledge - the painting has a dream - where shadow breaks the scene - and the colors run off - blue is bashful - green is my goal - yellow girls are running backwards - until the nextime- with six hits of sun-shine - the lights will blind us - with blues in haiku - the shadow has a dream - where paint-ers look to sea - the colors burn out - now i know where - i once saw you - stepping into muddy water - john's reflection - de-cried perfection - now you walk him - through the garden - wait-ing in the wings - painters shade their dreams - with falling colors - see me wave good - bye for-ever - happiness the - goddess lover - hurry back - re-member last time - the hits of sunshine - the hits of goldmine - i'll see you back tonite - where painters love the light - and yellow shadow girls -
today i - say goodbye - to my complicious goddess - her hushed eyes - show surprise - at how we captured knowledge - i'll see you back tonite - where shadows dream of light - + slip on outside
rainy, rainy, rainy
i love it.
Found sun-streaked energy & rebellious youth in alabama wildman by thurston moore (sonic x smith is the best bit in the book) and in the Turkish film, "Mustang" by director Deniz Gamze Ergüven, soft sunlight on long summer hair and young skin, cruel, hopeful, lovely. After, we walked out into the dark night, pouring rain reality.