Tuesday, June 23, 2015

thrifted blouse 
envelope clutch by still.products
wristwatch c/o Larsson &Jennings
photo: Felix Lim

1. I first met Rachel, a young designer all the way from Singapore, just one year ago through insta. Despite never having met in person, we quickly bonded over our shared love for Her (film, soundtrack, everything). After several months of admiring her designs, she kindly sent me a nude envelope purse from her company, Still.Products. It's a lovely piece, spacious enough to fit a medley of tidbits: keys, lipstick, small notebook, coin purse, all the receipts and random acquisitions of the night, but small and sleek enough to hold as a clutch. Paired with an oversized white blouse thrifted in San Francisco, and a black and gold "Lader" wristwatch gifted by Swedish store, Larson & Jennings. Funny enough, my mom became rather infatuated, so I ended up giving it to her for her birthday, and I still wear her tiny, scratched up vintage Cartier everyday- I like its subtlety- un peu petite, unmoving hands, frozen time.  

2. We've always shared an affection for the shadowy bits of life. I snapped a shot of these branches behind the Eames House in L.A a month ago, the light leak a happy coincidence. 

3. Getting ready, in dior. 


Sunday, June 21, 2015

" why do we ask each other so many questions? two people shouldn’t know each other so well, if they want to fall in love " 

-l'eclisse, 1962


this week has been incredibly surreal, 
and I haven't the words to explain  why.
sleep doesn't come easily
3 am comes too quickly
I haven't made it past page 1 in Un An
because for once
life is too busy being lived. 

LA, I'm not ready to say goodbye. 

Fleur en noir

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

fleur en noir  by david choi 

Happy wednesday!
1. wearing: favorite sheer shirt, airy-est pants in cobalt blue (both thrifted in San Francisco) and oak+fort cardigan
2. listening: charlotte gainsbourg "hey joe" 
3. reading: walls of empowerment for class, for fun- un an by jean echenoz 
4. Three days until graduation. 
    Oh god. 
5. Watched "L'eclisse" last night instead of studying for finals. Best irrational decision ever, what a movie!  

Dimanche nuit

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Stan Brackage. The Wonder Ring, 1959  

The past few nights I've been staying up too late watching Stan Brackage's short films, this week especially, it's a means of escape from final exams. 

His work is hard to capture in a still photo. In a blink of an eye, you miss how many frames of beauty? Many of his films are in a constant state of transition, especially works like Mothlight (1963). Feels like you have an eyelash caught in your eye and you're anxiously fluttering your lids to get it out, not wanting to miss a moment.  

It's the exigence of experimental films with an extravagant number of shots per second... 

Anyway, this segment from Wonder Ring is everything I love in a short. Bowler hats, and stranger's silhouettes, the side of fire escapes, and crumbling pastel buildings, the most beautiful use of light and reflection. And it takes place within the journey of a train ride, the silent romance. 

I ran into my film teacher from last quarter at a Hammer party the other night (a happy surprise, she's one of my favorites) and I need to bring this up if we do end up getting coffee before I leave...

More stills: 

A few other favorites: 

Beautiful, frenetic youth rebels. 

Who is he? 

Studio Visit: Joshu+Vela

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

STEPPING INTO Joshu+vela's studio is witnessing Noah Guy's meticulously crafted bags and accessories come to life... 

It's always fascinated me, discovering the actual process of ideas, collaboration, and artistry behind quality creations- the reality, in other words, of the hard work that goes into an independent business. 

What about Joshu+vela's products captured my attention? I think it was the leather clutch in nude and black that first won me over. Something in the elegant design, the lines and cut not unlike the quality of a Comme des Garçons convinced me. When I was home in San Francisco during spring break, I made sure to stop by their studio in the Mission District for a visit. Noah, owner and creative director of Joshu+vela kindly took me on a tour of the store, taking me beyond the beautiful wall of backpacks and totes, to the workspace in the back. I saw long strips of nude and caramel-hued leather material, the bright blue of equipment, brass and metal everywhere. And as I took photo after photo (no use resisting in a space like this) Noah told me a bit about himself, his inspirations and ambitions, how he got to where he is today.  

Read our conversation, below:  

Thanks again for having me in your studio, Noah! I loved getting to witness everything from the chosen materials, to the teamwork and overall process that goes into building your beautiful bags. 

What is a day in the studio typically like for your team? 

A usual day at the Tradeshop includes our sewers, Zhen and Ling, holding down the fort in the back of the shop. Taylor plans our production schedule and does all the riveting and leather cutting. Laura is our wholesale manager—she communicates with customers and makes sure everyone is happy. If I’m not running store operations, I’m probably designing a new bag or eating a burrito.

Growing up, were you surrounded by a creative family, or was creativity something you sought out yourself? 

I grew up in a pretty creative environment. My mom was always doing wood-fired pottery or oiled ceramics for fun. My dad was a director of cinematography for television commercials—he did the one in the late ‘80s for Cherry 7-Up with Matt LeBlanc in it. I didn’t really seek out a career in a creative field until a little later in my life, around my late twenties.

It sounds like your family has a great appreciation for the visual arts! Did you study something design-related in school? 

I didn’t go to school until I’d already designed and manufactured a bag while living and working in Thailand, which taught me that I basically knew nothing about design and business. At that time, the company was just called Joshu. After I came back to the States I studied apparel design in the formal sense.

Wow, I can only image that Thailand left you with a different perspective. How did the idea to make bags come about? 

I moved to Thailand in 2001 to begin manufacturing bags—there were a lot of resources for it there at the time. Honestly, I thought designing bags just seemed easier than designing clothes. At the onset, it wasn’t obvious it was the main thing I was going to do, but in the end it worked out.

What is your favorite part of the design process- and how do you turn an idea into reality? 

My favorite part is seeing all the various elements—from the design research to the materials sourcing to the patterning to the sewing—come together into a physical product. Ideas become real when you have the structure in place: you’re able to get your materials, own your own manufacturing tools and space, and you have an excellent team to help you get through the tough work. Time and patience are also crucial to working through manufacturing problems.

San Francisco is the base of your store- why did you choose the Mission District as the home of your store? Any favorite neighborhood places you visit in your off time? 

I chose the Mission because I think with the changes happening in San Francisco right now, this neighborhood is becoming the new center for the city. Outside of the Mission, I like going to Ocean Beach, Mount Tamalpais or Bolinas. If I have time, I’ll go camping in Point Reyes, Big Sur or Santa Cruz.

I’ve always deeply admired small businesses, and I know that owning your own independent store, especially in a city like San Francisco is no easy feat. Are there challenges of owning your own small business? How do you stay motivated and positive? 

The challenges are too many to name, and they come in all types. Right now the biggest challenge is making sure our new Tradeshop meets city building regulations, which comes with designing a space as custom as ours is. In terms of staying positive, part of that is in making sure I take care of myself: exercising, staying healthy and taking time off to regroup. 

Let’s talk about inspiration for moment- I love the collection of images on your tumblr. Where do you find inspiration? 

I love doing image research and I’m a big fan of photography and historical images. But the inspiration for products usually comes from what customers are asking for—useful products that speak to their actual needs.

We both share a love for printed material, and you mentioned that you’d love to carry independent publications in your store soon. Which books/ magazines would you put in your store? 

My friend Brian Kanagaki owns Perryman Press, and I’m working on carrying some books from his publishing company in the shop soon:

What are you most excited about for Joshu+Vela’s future? 

The opening of the Tradeshop is the most important thing. We’ve been working toward this goal for years and I’m really excited to say that it’s finally come together and we’re officially open. In fact, we’re having an opening party on May 29, so anyone reading this in San Francisco should come! You can RSVP by emailing us at

Any last words of advice for young entrepreneurs/artists? 

Be persistent in your search for originality.

Thanks again to Noah and the Joshu+vela team!  

Homme: Victor

Thursday, May 21, 2015

portrait study no. 1 
snapshots of Victor, film
San Francisco 


Friday, May 15, 2015


sophia coppola in vogue paris, 
december 2004

FRIDAY, on the long bus ride down Sunset blvd. towards the night's destination- Purity Ring at the Fonda theatre, Michelle told me that she'd finally watched the Virgin Suicides. She said that everything about the way Sofia Coppola brought the Lisbons from written word to life felt right. Kristen Dunst's portrayal of Lux being a huge reason the film fell in place so effortlessly. Their youth and energy, bare skin, bare feet in pale dresses, lying around their rooms, and out in the sun-lit field. Their bedrooms cluttered full of treasures and memorabilia- notebooks, candles, old glass perfume bottles lining the window sill, and blush-toned colors everywhere...

Of course, this made me want to watch the film all over again, so I did, and I realized that watching this movie is like opening a vintage yearbook, and reliving youth, maybe your own, maybe someone else's. It's an innocent movie, with less than innocent connotations. Listening to playground love years ago was all it took to make me fall in love with the film, far before I'd witnessed Trip Fontaine's haircut, Lux Lisbon walking home alone in purple haze the morning after, or throwing her records into the fire, one by one. I can only imagine how incredible Sofia's room must be- not the curated version in magazines, but maybe a cluttered Lisbon-esque version of memorabilia- books, photos, and translucent vintage dresses. 

" It didn't matter in the end how old they had been, or that they were girls, but only that we had loved them, and that they hadn't heard us calling, still do not hear us calling them out of those rooms where they went to be alone for all time, and where we will never find the pieces to put them back together."

the hours

Saturday, May 9, 2015

photo by david choi 
coat by oak and fort

Days in few words.

No sleep, stormy clouds. Green tea stains and performance art. Sensory overload. 
I miss having time to read in the morning, but leisure was never part of a student's vocabulary. This weekend though, I have the apartment to myself, and I'm opting to stay in, and reflect. The world never stops spewing out inspiration, and it's time to sit still, and sort through the words and images, ideas I've been for gathering for weeks now. With a cup of green tea and the latest issue of Vogue Paris Hommes next to me, I hope! I'm excited to be playing more with fashion lately. This coat is actually one of my favorites for layering- I love a sharp silhouette on a softer sweater material... it feels like a fluid piece, if that makes sense. Ideal for late mornings in the apartment, late nights downtown. 

And tonight: Noodles with the girls and a Yves Saint Laurent documentary. 


Saturday, April 25, 2015

3. 25. 2015
San Francisco, film. 
Never Let Me Go

I finally developed my film roll from a pastel-hued spring break, and lately I've just been thinking about what it means to escape a city that another person dreams about, with every limb in their body...

Garance recently wrote a post that made my heart ache. Didion's "Goodbye to All That" is the literary version, in a sense, of what the illusion of living in THE city means, and how this glimmering facade ultimately fades in time. Or does it? Somewhere in this past year, I stopped trying to make sense of Los Angeles, and when I did, it became accessible, and then a part of me, and the moment I realized it was when I went home, to San Francisco. My mind is somewhere else this week, frenetic really, and it's mostly because I'm excited for the future. The near future, the far-off in the distance future, yet nostalgic all the same. April and May in a word, would be bittersweet. But also, simply inspired! I've seen more films in theaters this week than I have in a year, and the q&a's with actors, directors, film-makers, writers- ah, I can't wait to share them here soon. But I'll leave reality, and all that I've been up to lately, for the next post.

"It had rained in Los Angeles until the cliff was crumbling into the surf and I did not feel like getting dressed in the morning, so we decided to go to Mexico, to Guaymas, where it was hot. We did not go for marlin. We did not go to skin-dive. We went to get away from ourselves, and the way to do that is to drive, down through Nogales some day where the pretty green places and all that will move the imagination is some place difficult, some desert."


Outfit of the night

Sunday, April 5, 2015


A few staples for a night out in Silver Lake with the best friend. Clockwise:

1. My friend Rachel sent me this gorgeous pouch from Still. Products, her accessories/ handbag store based in Singapore. 
I've gotten quite a few compliments on this pretty little thing! I'm using it as a coin pouch- perfect for the perpetual transit in LA. 
Give her website a visit- it's absolutely beautiful. 

2. Black AA polka dot socks, worn with my favorite Oak+Fort clogs. 

3. What was meant to be the bright neon signs lighting up Sunset Blvd - before the flash went off. 

4. My ultimate staple: crisp white, short-sleeve dress shirt. Alas, not Jil Sander...yet. 


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