Saturday, April 19, 2014

Bluebird Cafe, NYC


-bluebird coffee, nyc-

SUNDAY MORNINGS were made for soft light streaming through windows, worn, rustic tables and the sound of sleepy silence (unless you're my dorm mates and still listen to Holy Grail 24 hours a day). More importantly, however, Sunday mornings were made for brunch. I took this photo on our very first day in NYC. We were tired, but completely exhilarated, full of eager anticipation to explore the city.

We stepped into Bluebird Cafe that morning, escaping blistering cold winds outside (no one told us it snowed in March in NYC), and were met with whiffs of cinnamon toast, and surrounded by the warm aroma of freshly roasting coffee. We opted for macchiatos over cortados, and possibly the best cinnamon toast swirl with a side of berry jam and almond butter. Consumed to the last crumb as you can see! It's funny how such a small moment from our grand scheme of travel in NYC turned out to be one of my favorite memories from the city.

x
 

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

kiko X union mag

"In an endless dream we never wake from
                                        she touches us with her soft, delicate smile."



YOU MIGHT HAVE noticed a little change to my blog... I've officially changed its (his? her?) name from "canvasofculture" to "the etherealist". 
It's an idea that's been brewing for some time now, and unlike the old title, which never felt 100% complete, the etherealist feels right. 

I came up with the name rather spontaneously, while speaking almost everyday to Michelle about our shared love for a raw but graceful kind of beauty, and a certain effortless creation that ranges from androgynous to feminine. She's going to be collaborating a lot on the etherealist with me, so look forward to that! And I came across this stunning video of forever-muse Kiko just the other day, and I couldn't imagine a better post to go along with the introduction of the etherealist. Enjoy!

Friday, April 11, 2014

A Conversation with Victor


  TODAY'S POST is a special one, because it's kind of a testament to the good things that can arise through social media. I never expected a platform like 
instagram to go beyond 'likes' and comments. I certainly didn't expect a seemingly fleeting mode of technology to lead to real human friendships with like-minded people across the world. Well, this is Victor Stonem, a talented, creative student from the Dominican Republic who I met through instagram,
 and happen to share a rather scary amount of similar interests with. After a few months of correspondence, this weekend we finally sat down and had
 a conversation about everything from films, photography, and Paris dreams, to Léa Seydouxto and living vicariously through SKINS. Here it is!



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June:   Victor, your illustrations are great! I definitely see the Garance Dor inspiration. And I like the menswear aspect too, because the blogosphere is so 
             dominated by female-fashion bloggers. When you're working on illustrations, what’s the process? Do you find a certain inspiration then experiment 
            with hand or on computer?

Victor: Haha the creative process is such a pain sometimes. I try to find inspiration  through images and music. If I feel very inspired by any of those 
             elements, I just start drawing. I first do them by hand, I start sketching until I get it right and then I apply ink.
 After that, I scan them and I draw
             them again with my pen tablet on my computer.
Haha, I'm glad you see the Garance inspiration, I love the way she communicates with her 
             illustrations. I try to do that with menswear, which is not easy at all!










J:         Ooh. Music you're inspired by right now?





V:         I'm listening a lot to Devendra Banhart, Kings of Convenience, Woodkid, Snowmine,  Frankie  Rose... The list is endless, I'll share a playlist on the 
            blog soon. What are you listening to?








 

J:          Parachutes, Feist, Flume, and Woodkid as well! 

V:         Ohhh, I love feist and parachutes!!







 

J:          Yes! "where were you" and "grass leaves" by parachutes are a few of my favorites! And “bittersweet memories” by Feist is so good.




V:          I love “where were you”, and “bittersweet memories” makes me cry every time I listen to it!










J:          Yea it does that to you…It’s a dream to someday film a short conceptual video and have a song like that playing. 

V:         That would be amazing, I've tried to do short films but I can't seem to get them right haha. 




J:         It’s soo much harder that it looks for sure!!

My first video I'm going to try is a few scenes that we shot in NYC. I’m a little scared to start because once 
            I do its pretty much taking over my life.


 
V:        Can’t wait to see it, I bet it's going to be wonderful. 
  
J:         Thanks, I hope so! So, I was really taken by Tavi's interview with Leith clark of Lula Magazine. Did you get a chance to read it? That’s what inspired 
             this conversation actually. She was talking about how the more readers you get, sometimes you change your style to adhere to a greater range of 
            people, but that’s something I definitely would want to avoid (not that I’m anywhere near that level of greatness haha). I'm still figuring out what my 
            aesthetic is, although I'm getting a better sense as time goes on. I do really love your aesthetic though! Do you find the style you gravitate towards 
            changing and growing as well?

V:        Yes, I read the interview and I loved it. And somehow, I think that happens to all of us. As we get to connect with all these different people, our style 
            and aesthetic change. It's always evolving for good, you know? We get better with age and experience. 
I love your aesthetic. It's clean, playful and 
            beautiful, all at the same time. Mine is always changing. I think it also depends on my mood. One day I can feel all colorful and cheerful and 
           sometimes I'm more drawn to minimalist and simple things. 


J:        I think the amount of inspiration we’re exposed to is great. Overwhelming but great. It's so crazy to think that only a year ago, we barely had an 
          instagram, but it has quickly led to such new encounters and conversations because of it! I'm still in awe every day at how many good things social 
          media can bring if you choose to use it in certain ways.

V:        Yes! With Instagram, I've gotten to know amazing people (including you) that inspire me to create more and to communicate things in a different way. 
           I've found inspiration in simple things and I try to create something similar. That's why I don't really post anything personal and only share inspiring 
           bits and bobs. With the blog it’s the opposite, I talk about my life, about fashion and some projects I have going on, it's more free.










J:         Definitely. Like now, I’m having a conversation with you who is literally writing from an island in the middle of the Caribbean! And I met up with 
           people I talked to on instagram in San Francisco, one day a few weeks ago, and it was amazing how instantly we connected. Maybe because there was 
          an unspoken love for capturing these moments.

V:        I love it when I click like that with people. It's like you've known them for such a long time! What a beautiful feeling.                        
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 Part II.  
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J:         So, speaking of more personal, I just read your latest blog post "youth in revolt" earlier today, and you know, I actually really relate to what you 
            said!

 There's so many nights when I'm here at school just spending the night in ,watching films or editing blog posts and photos when I feel like the
           entire student population is out partying haha. And it’s like, oh right I’m a college student, should I go out and start living now… 

V:         I think we've all been there, no? I mean, I love partying but I'm not so focused on doing all those crazy things. I'm just like you, I spend my nights 
            looking for inspiration, reading, writing, editing photos and drawing. That's what cool people like us do, right? hahaha








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J:         Only the coolest. I've come to accept that I live most wild child experiences through visual culture- films and tv. Like my roommate and I still 
            remember half the lines from the first gen of Skins UK. Also, your name always reminds me  of Tony and Effy Stonem. Just throwing that out there. 

V:       Oh, most people think that! I's pretty funny actually. 

J:        An admirable comparison :)  

V:        I live through those experiences just like you. Mainly with The Dreamers by Bernardo Bertolucci and SKINS of course, I love that show. 

J:


         I haven't heard of The Dreamers, but I’m already compelled by the title. What's that like?


 
V:        It’s a beautiful movie. There's something very poetic about it. It's about a guy that moves to Paris and he meets these siblings that change his 
            perspective on film and life. They play a game in which they have to emulate old films scenes. One of my favorite movies, you have to see it!

J:         Adding it to my ever-growing list! I just watched  La Vie d'Adèle the other night. That movie was just... wow. So beautiful! And so very French haha…









V:        Ohhh, I've been dying to watch Blue is the Warmest Color. I saw that it was on Netflix the other day but I forgot to watch it. I mean, Léa Seydoux is 
            there,  it has to be good!








 

J:        She’s just everything. Epitome of girl-crush! The cinematography was beautiful… Of course, I’m a sucker for French movies and language, but the 
           ways the characters looked at each other, the glances, the blue eyes, long eyelashes, their raw emotion, their imperfections. It was powerful. 
           Also the soundtrack! Although I caution: be careful who you watch it with!

V:        Hahaha, well... we all love the french, their lifestyle is pretty interesting no? 

I’m dying to go to Paris. It's on my bucket list, alongside with Milan,
            Stockholm and Barcelona! Ahh, just the thought of being there is magical.

J:           That’s literally at the top of my bucket list too! Well probably 99% of the world’s right? I've only been to Italy in Europe. When I visited NYC for 
              the first time just last week, it really reminded    me so  much of the ease of Europe though! Just the gorgeous older buildings and the way you can 
              walk around everywhere in the day and at night and feel so alive. So unlike LA to me.







V:        


 Haha, well, I've never been to Ny! But I can say you're right about LA, you can't really move without a car there. But I love it anyway. It's beautiful, 
            like one of Sofia Coppola's films.

J:          She does have such a unique way of looking at cities doesn't she! Maybe I would appreciate LA more if I didn't go to school here now… 
             I loved the way she captured Tokyo in Lost in Translation, she got that moody feeling down so perfectly!



V:        She's totally a genius. The way she captured Tokyo was amazing. Quiet, moody and chaotic, all at the same time. We should go on an adventure there!


J:         Haha sounds good! See ya in tokyo;)

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Sunday, April 6, 2014

freshly plucked


 I PLUCKED THESE delicate little guys on my way to Michelle's apartment a few weeks ago (her neighbor's magnolia bush was looking a little overabundant). This of course yielded yet another spontaneous photo-shoot...



Can you
 feel
sweet spring's
      arrival

whispers
of a gentle hello

blooms of
beauty
my sleeping soul
awakens

youthful
innocent
pure.

renewed life 
goodbye to the
graveyard

of grays
and

memories
in the morning light
in restless air. 

wake up

feel the sand
crackling on limbs

pluck the flower
steal the petals

enjoy.

        
                          

                         -words by Michelle and I













Stepping away from digital, and exploring different mediums of capturing moments & memories through my fuji polaroid, film, and Michelle's video recorder, has been more of a struggle than I anticipated, but a rather pleasant and enjoyable one all the same. 

Here's to a new quarter!

xx

Monday, March 24, 2014

when light meets shadow



 photos I-III by Nino Panes @senaponin
photo IV by Kevin Mao @k_mao

HOW LUCKY I am to have met such wonderful new photographers and friends this weekend! 
And really in such spontaneous, unexpected acts of generosity. From Nino, who introduced me to the group, to Kevin, Stephanie, Irene, Carina, 
and quite a few more lovely souls I connected with, each bring a genuine enthusiasm for life that we not only shared, but inspired each other through, I think.
Sometimes I forget how effortless it feels to mesh so seamlessly with a group of people, but its moments like these when I feel so grateful to experience my city through a new set of eyes. Or rather five.

I haven't had much time to sit down and edit my own photos yet, as tomorrow morning Michelle and I are off to New York for donuts, overpriced coffee & brownstone adventures. Although I sat basking in the sun like Fat Louie the cat while the guys took these photos, I had fun adding graphics and arranging the sensitive words and reflections that all but spilled out of Nino.

When I return, I'm dedicating an entire day to sifting through my photos, and reliving each moment!

xx

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

The Apartment


-photos by Michelle and me-

TAKING PHOTOS IN Michelle's apartment was our new found favorite hobby this past quarter. 
How many times did I plan to stay for an hour max, and end up staying an extra eight?

Once we met, and proceeded to figure out fairly quickly that our minds crave the same conceptual ideas and feminine-masculine 
aesthetics, the shift from our desire to create, to actually creating took place.
I can't wait to share our most recent shoot... hello shadows & flowery light, architecture, and gasp- the great outdoors!

But this photo-shoot is one of the first ones that started it all this past winter. Just two kids in a minimal apartment with a little time and an idea in mind.

We've included our favorite essentials: 
her platforms, my boots and oxfords
her coat hanger, my oversized zara coat
her plants and chair, my arm acting as a hook for my satchel. 
And of course, the framed Audrey that my dad gifted me! 
She would steal the spotlight... 


xx

Saturday, March 15, 2014

fragile spine

 ILLUSTRATION ISN'T something I do very often. But when there's a song that has the sensitivity to infinitely drive you to create, in the 
form of a drawing, a choreography, or photograph, there's nothing more satisfying than a blank sheet of notebook paper, a black drafting pencil, and 
the sound of stillness at 1a.m. I appreciate drawing for its ability to bring me back to a naive, vulnerable place, an imaginative place, a place of such
concentrated solitude.

This drawing was inspired by two things: 
iloveklai's business card I picked up at the renegade craft fair ( her link here)
&

"smother" by daughter

I’m wasted, losing time
I’m a foolish, fragile spine
I want all that is not mine
I want him but we’re not right

In the darkness I will meet my creators

And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator

I should go now quietly

For my bones have found a place
to lie down and sleep
Where all my layers can become reeds
All my limbs can become trees
All my children can become me
What at mess I leave
To follow

Oh no
I’m sorry if I smothered you
I sometimes wish I’d stayed inside
My mother
Never to come out

Sunday, March 9, 2014

pure chance


 
"in the dryness of the sky we should fall slowly ... "
                                                                                                       -someone that wasn't me, somewhere

TODAY ALMOST NEVER happened. Michelle and I were thisclose to succumbing to our tired eyes, but somehow we pulled through
and made it to north campus for a little morning photography. We started out with no expectations, and that's probably what
made this shoot unlike anything I've done before.

Shadow play, shadow sleep, chasing shadows in risky heights.

And taking a step back from dominating architecture, to find those slivers of stillness and strength. Photography is fascinating to me, because you can spend hours setting up a shoot to capture the perfect moment, but then there's a blink-and-you'll-miss-it instance when mood, lighting, and something a little indescribable mesh together more perfectly than anything planned.

Photos from the shoot (and not my iphone) soon!
xx

Friday, March 7, 2014

sleepwalking


MORNING LIGHT. Black men's watch, permanently frozen at 1:40. Stillness. 
Midnight phone conversations on windy rooftops. Staring out large windows, laughter in the hallway.
Empty notebooks. Longing. When awareness isn't enough. 
Pear hot cocoa and nutella croissants and madness. 
Becoming un-empty. 

And above, a few essentials to get through finals week! When you have 0.5 seconds to grab your whole life and get out the door for 
9am discussion, reach for the Muji notebooks (so. good), your staple accessory, and that one Madewell top that can
 do no wrong.


Friday, February 28, 2014

A world alone: Inspiration Board

-photos via urbankoi, theillusionist, puzzlepieces, found here-

IT'S BEEN TOO LONG since my last inspiration board! 
Creating these sets eases my mind like no other, maybe because for a second I'm a curator...at least in the tumblr/internet appropriation sense.

I've included some of my favorite photos from bloggers and photographers I am endlessly pushed by creatively- urbankoi, kiki the illusionist, puzzlepieces, and a flurry of others who capture these delicate moments of sensitive, strong, androgynous beauty. I don't know that I can describe the mood it evokes, only that it makes me feel so much, so full. 

February has brought an unexpected sadness with it, not the surface level kind of sadness, and not the kind that really goes away, but I'm lucky to have wonderful humans to lean on. And I've realized how few people you can rely on to talk more in depth than just the immediate "I'm sorry", and even share struggles with in the first place. It takes a really special problem to dig deeper and prod the tears out of you, then hold you when they come tumbling out.

Here's to the last couple days of February, to a new month... 
to never taking anything for granted

xx

Saturday, February 22, 2014

wildly simple


Can we just pretend for a second that we hand picked these blueberries fresh off the mountainous fields of a faraway land? 


A FEW WEEKENDS AGO, Michelle and I spent the morning making blueberry chia seed pudding at her apartment. 
How very cute and domestic of us right? In between takes, we more or less forced ourselves not to polish off every last blueberry...and in
 the process of course we had to get some Kinfolk-esque photos. And this is why anything involving food is an all day long process with us. 

Shooting photos like these calms my mind like no other, but its sheer sterility and simplicity makes me crave
 a dose of darkness and danger.  


However, taking a breather from Lorde & listening to: 
Dustin O'Halloran- Opus 23

xx

Friday, February 21, 2014

A secret place

- profeta, los angeles -

THIS IS WHERE untamed ivy casts playful shadows on iron chairs, where dark pots of empty 
coffee sits basking in the delicate afternoon light. 

Maybe it's selfish to not want to share such a space full of secret solitude with the world, but this is the kind of place that is so far removed 
(in essence) from my college town that it deserves to be stumbled upon accidentally by people who appreciate its charm. 

I love the idea of untamed beauty, 
especially nature that is free to grow wild and conquer the mean urban streets. 
And I love noticing the little details, the nine holes on the iron chair's seat, the crumbling corners of the window sill.

xx


Thursday, February 20, 2014

teresa


teresa oman for human being journal fall 2012
-images via spelldesigns.com-

HOW EFFORTLESSLY FREE SPIRITED IS THIS GIRL?
That is all. 

xx